2006年12月12日 星期二 多云 5°C
去美院待一天，楼道里松节油的味道很美妙。
给老杨当模特。圆圆的画框，圆圆的脸。我家有两张他的真迹，都是肖像。希望他的画能卖好价钱。眼前的老杨和他博客里塑造的纯情羞涩美少男判若两人。所以，万万不能从博客认识人。听他讲计划中的盛大婚礼，席开一百桌，茅台随便喝，有钱人就是讲究排场。
只想吃大碗龟菱膏，炼乳很甜。
听午夜电台节目，男主持人有年轻但厚实的声音，他播陈洁仪的歌，播许美静的歌，播各种我爱的音乐。
想要的就是这么一点点。在需要温度的时候听到喜欢的声音说些温润的话。或者，在神情落寞的时候有人走过来拉住我的手。
所以，一切的错误在于冷的时候自己穿暖，并且不肯让别人看到丝毫孤单。
If you rescue me
If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,
All the kiddies are playing
and they're having such fun,
I wish that could happen to me,
But if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again.
Oh the cars drive so fast
and the people are mean,
and sometimes it's hard to find food,
let me into your room,
I'll keep you warm and amused,
all the things we can do in the rain
If you rescue me,
I'll be your friend forever,
Let me in your bed,
I'll keep you warm in winter,
Oh someday I know
someone will look into my eyes
and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten",
So if you rescue me,
I'll never have to be alone again,
I'll never have to be alone again,
I'll never have to be alone again.
...miumiu...